I now realize what Alice felt like when she went down the rabbit hole. I spent thursday and friday hooked up to a morphine pump…. major surgery tends to result in that. I’m not going to go into details on the surgery, mostly because noone here realy wants to know. And partly because I’m not… Continue reading morphine and loritabs
Tag: guilt
what have i done?
what did he do to you? i didn’t mean to leave you all alone. god i’m so sorry. i didn’t even think that he could do that to anyone – let alone you. you were so innocent and i let you down. if i had known what was to happen that nite i never would… Continue reading what have i done?
Insane Anger
It courses through my viens more freely than my own blood. This anger is insane, it eats away at me, from my insides out. I hate what its doing to me, I hate how its rotting my mind, how its hardening my heart and killing my soul. When I think of things I start to… Continue reading Insane Anger
Can’t see far
Nothing has came about this life, I know nothing of the past that has made me suffer know I live the regrets that I have received from the blood which was cut from vein that ignited my destiny to becoming fearless among the world.
The shadows of Midnight are very bright
In the mist of the moonlight do i fight the unseen demons. On the velvet eyes of innocence do I stain the truths of the world.
suicide dream?
hey pple, i had a dream a couple nights ago. it had my friends david in it. i dreamt that he committed suicide bcauz i did something.
Poem–Bleak and true
A poem… clear and simple.
When the light dies Entombed within a fallen log, she rots Her flesh is yellowed and peels away from her bones in small clumps Lace twists around her limbs, strips of a night sky without stars Her howls are like that of a beast’s, echoing throughout the dark forest She seems paralized within her shell… Continue reading A poem… clear and simple.
Life Sucks Sometimes
Life sucks sometimes, guys, admit it. People don’t seem to understand what the words ‘live and let live’ mean. Those people are just either too stupid, or don’t care.