U were the one the one i fell for fell in love with shared everything with u were the one I gave my heart to who gave me a soul made me complete who gave me eternal happiness U were the one
Tag: happiness
Myself
As I sit in my dark room, alone, in front of a computer screen talking to everybody I know and listening to them going on and on about how perfect their lives are. I sit and wonder, ‘whats it like to have a great life? what does happiness feel like?’ I get brace and ask… Continue reading Myself
I wish
Im not the same anymore, im dying inside. Wanting the pain to end, but from happiness i hide. Maybe I should forget the past, it might be hard to do. All this pain and regret, it pops up so fast. All my life, ive never hurt this bad before, its like my heart is breaking… Continue reading I wish
one last time
standing in the middle of the room looking around wondering what would happen if i wasnt here anymore..wondering if i just fell dead right here..if anyone would care..walk down stairs..take one last look at my parents..take a walk..getitng one last look at everything around..walking back home up to my room..taking one last look at what… Continue reading one last time
Neo-Christ
There is nothing in this world for me. Nothing of substance. There cannot be companionship, happiness or even lonliness anymore. Everything is void & I can’t understand why. I can only press on, moving forward for no reason. Only to survive. But why? What’s the point? Doesn’t matter anymore. Only the cold & thoughts of… Continue reading Neo-Christ
Dreams Are Bad
I dreamed up a life of happiness in my head And to live one day, not wishing I was dead I dreamed that she’d love me/dreamed of gaining my dad’s respect All things I won’t get She’s gone, with another, I’ll never see her again Lost everything and I even lost all my friends My… Continue reading Dreams Are Bad
Me, My Thoughts..(TIME)…
Sometimes I wonder if anyone will ever understand me My feelings and ways of life are that very much different from others around me I look into the world as if it were a crystal ball Everything inside only approaches mystifying my life and making change Like the world changes daily, my happiness and thoughts… Continue reading Me, My Thoughts..(TIME)…
Never Let Go..(of memories)
I never let go of what used to be,Even though there is no hope left, nothing but happy old thoughts A small portion of my heart knows that what once existed was right.. Something keeps me holding on of the past,For I will never let you go I hold on to memories Memories where happiness… Continue reading Never Let Go..(of memories)
*__Time__*
The essence of time Without it the world would not revolve Emotions wouldn’t be real in places they don’t exist but hurt and pain would slowly disenegrate our lives… For time is what makes us it’s of which our life is based completely Time is the true essence that we live bringing pain and happiness…… Continue reading *__Time__*
…Reliving Old Memories…
If I could only go back in time There are so many things I would do differently So many more nights I would hav enjoyed our relationship to the fullest I just wish I could re-live the moments when you were mine I would take full advantage of my belongings In the short time we… Continue reading …Reliving Old Memories…