i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell… Continue reading Black Roses
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Don’t Bother
I see red I hear my heart thud I feel as if i am sliping away from life My eyes close Don’t bother to save me I don’t want to live anymore Just let me go My will to live has been broken My heart stops I open my eyes I look down at my… Continue reading Don’t Bother
The Past is indistructable
The past is, Indistruactable, The future is, unreliable, The present is, consequensel, The past, Haunting me, Killing me, Reminding me, Of past deeds done, I’d like to stab myself, 50 times, for every person ive hurt, for ever soul ive crushed, for every heart ive broken,
LeAvE Me ALONE!!!
I sit and write think what to say, they tell me “you should live day by day.” but its not easy, with all this shit i got goin on in my life i hold in my hand my kitchen knife. my razor blade is better, leaving a distiant but noticable scar, i don’t value my… Continue reading LeAvE Me ALONE!!!
My Tourniquet
Poetic I am trapped in the face of solitude The shadow of loneless will always follow me I am always looking for someone to give me food But still blood, death, and pian are in front of me Dreams, faith, memories and hope, have faded away I feel i can’t move because of this rope… Continue reading My Tourniquet
u dont love me
lying in my bed my face is soaked by all my tears my heart is slow, not wantin to beat much longer wanting him to love me is what i hunger. my room soon becomes dark and gentle rain hits my window. everything is so silent, i only can hear the wind blow i cry… Continue reading u dont love me
Simply Luscious
His touch was sensational; his fingers were so smooth, I have never imagined, it would go that far. I came into his room, wearing a black rope, he looked straight at me wondering what am I up to tonight, he knew why was I there, he knew how much I wanted this so bad. I… Continue reading Simply Luscious
My angel (poetic)
standing there, in your arms i know i’m safe ,from all harm you kissed all the tears from my face you held me in endless embrace my heart is beating just for you i will love you until the end of time and in the moment you said you were mine i knew i was… Continue reading My angel (poetic)
Left In The Dark
Darkness As a child we are always afraid of the dark, we are afraid because we cannot see whether or not something unwanted is near, it’s human instinct. Even now in this day and age adults and children alike are afraid of what they cannot see, but it is particually adults who fear what they… Continue reading Left In The Dark
My apology
you sit at lunch by yourself and my friends make fun of you. about how you look and whats become of you. they call you ugly and make so many jokes about you. i want to help you but i dont want them to laught at me too. i know how you feel when you… Continue reading My apology