i am a sad girl yearning for something more i wonder when this cruel world will forgive me for my sins i hear my thoughts turn into insanity i see nothing but myself being tortured i want this feeling of dread to leave me i am a sad girl yearning for something more… i pretend… Continue reading i am
Tag: insanity
Criminal
Absurd Incoherent He jabbers and stammers Screaming of something No one shall ever be aware of
is their a god?
seeking tranquility through the hands of earth declaring myself god with the help of no on buries in insanity, breeding in the writhing roots of infection. fractured and broken, hallucinations remaining. what i cant put into words come out through actions, drawing conclution and stupid solutions to problems of life. i question the agnostic existance… Continue reading is their a god?
darkness
as i sit here wondering why my memory goes back to a time when things were happy and bright now all i can see is this darkness it circles my every being, my soul everything is lost into this blinding eternal insanity that i call my life. I have no one to blame but myself… Continue reading darkness
“MY TORMENT”
As I enter the gates of dispair, a constant smell of burning flesh taints the air, creatures devouring souls for wat they are worth NOTHING!! for there is no value of life after the cut of a knife has ended it, i look around for a place to sit and think About why ive poured… Continue reading “MY TORMENT”
alone in the light
i can not seperate my self from the suffering nomore can i walk with people and not feel the pain in my head and in my heart what am i to do… so alone so alone blood on my face a hole in my heart all i see is red rage and hate cloud my… Continue reading alone in the light
A Life Untold
Insanity reigns in this barrier of lies. Torture strengthens as it hears my cries. My mind, my soul, my heart, All lost in this inferno of darkness. Overpowering me, knowing my every thought. O, How i yearn to see the light. O, How i pray for a force to ignite, And in it’s might, release… Continue reading A Life Untold
Chaotic Realm
The fear in which I live The fear in which I dwell Has taken what’s left to give Its taken what’s left to sell The chaos that surrounds me The chaos in my mind It’s what traps us, can’t you see? This will be the end of man kind Everyday the insanity reigns Dangerously close… Continue reading Chaotic Realm
Unbearable Desire
Dark lonely and peak on insanity, The events of my life is but a tradgey, While I sit and remember all the friends that have perish in last couple of years, I question the fact of my Life, All I been undergoing is pain and accompany with misery in my life, All I ever feel… Continue reading Unbearable Desire
Current State Of Mind
“All this fucking white.” I mumble, but she didn’t respond. The painful gleam of the spotless linoleum grates against my nerves. I’m elevated on the counter top, eyes settled downward. “No, Im not high.” My stomach turns as I glance at the granny-smith apples to my right. Just the suggestion of food nauseates me.”Let me… Continue reading Current State Of Mind