i stare into a blank wall in my black bedroom just holding my knees close to my chest. there is noise all around the music blaring, the phone ringing, yet all i can hear are my tears hitting the cold floor. i fear to fall asleep for i shall see your face, it haunts me… Continue reading SET ME FREE
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You have lost me
I was ignorant, I thought I knew you. I was blind, because I thought you saw me. After all these years I have fallen to my knees, and still you stand above me, begging please. Please what you mother FUCKER?!?! You left me all alone, you abandoned me when things got hard. Now you’re back… Continue reading You have lost me
That Won’t
Raindrops & rainclouds Snowflakes& sleat I can no longer feel the ground that is beneath my feet. Cry your eyes out, but that won’t help. Slit your wrists, but that just leaves scars. Scream your heart out, but no one will hear you. Blood droplettes & tear drops nose bleeds & fat lips I no… Continue reading That Won’t
She Said Nothing
She wanted to kill herself. She had, right now, wanted to kill herself more than she had wanted anything else in the world. She said nothing. Above her, the boy gyrated, blindly pumping himself into her, his ministrations so intense that she was almost breathless from the pain. He fucked her, indiscriminately, desperately, mumbling to… Continue reading She Said Nothing
One Tear
Topic: Death I walk to the school. I gaze at the world around me, and can’t understand the the river of lifeless souls silently passing me by. I try to find my place inside their grayness, I dive deeper into the river, but I don’t find a cure for my illness: My tortures are all… Continue reading One Tear
Raphael: my teacher, my lover… a vampire
He hadn’t been there. She could barely see through the tears and wiped her eyes with the end of her scarf. He hadn’t been there. She raised her head and looked at the sky – dark and full of purple clouds, it was in the middle of the night … and cold. It was cold… Continue reading Raphael: my teacher, my lover… a vampire
Under The Shallow
Only the midnight time calls for my patience to grow I’m growing thin in my skin again as the light shows Though life is a treasure But where is the treasure measured for this pleasure? Forgive me, for I’ve fallen down to my knees Not of repentance but of love Love lost in my bloodstream.… Continue reading Under The Shallow
MY LIFE (PART 1)
Everything in my life changed since that knock came at my door. It was the D.S.S., they had come to check up on call from my neighbors saying that my mom was a drunk and left me and my 9 month old little brother alone all night long. They asked me questions like “does my… Continue reading MY LIFE (PART 1)
Silent Death
A collaborative effort of Sacrifice Theory and MourningStar2002. Posted with permission from the band Tears of Pain. Silent Death Peer out your window, and what do you see? A finger on a trigger, child killers in the streets. Go on, believe that you’re safe, all snug and warm in bed. CHORUS Live safe in your… Continue reading Silent Death
Your vision of me
(darkness) I am the whore you breathe, I am the whore that breeds, I am the whore you want to thread to pieces. I am the whore you’ll eat, you’ll want, you’ll get… I want to live, I want to love, I want to fuck my way through life. All this emotion sickness, I will… Continue reading Your vision of me