This world is a big fat lie It tears me up inside Not knowing what to do I want to run to you But you don’t care anymore I want to slam the door Right in your face You are such a disgrace To yourself and to me But you can’t see What’s inside Cuz… Continue reading My Ex Boyfriend
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what a great tramsformation
I am the glissing darkness that takes away the beautiful glittering light in your eyes. i am the most wonderful thing that makes there things happen in your sleep.i am the one thing that makes you lifeless, pail, and num. Num. as you are in your sleep. thinking its all a dream when you wake… Continue reading what a great tramsformation
EVE
Dawn Burning me. She lies with me I sense her breathing, I was lost in all of this chaos, What was this world we left behind? I don’t want to know, I raze myself higher As we make the final journey, upon the stairs of heaven….
me
feeling depressed my soul has repressed everting inside of my mind. I take a bottle to erase your face but still it is left behind. Friends try to help as i sit and gulp almost ready to die. Wether by drugs, by knives or someone who is ready to take a life. When i am… Continue reading me
Forgotten
i want to be there when u die i want to be the person u need when u cry i suffer from lonliness i miss your face i feel like dieing today, everyday your far away away from me so close to my heart i look into the mirror and stare at my own reflection… Continue reading Forgotten
Shadows
Never looking over your shoulder Afraid of what you’ll find Did you ever think you’d be left behind? All your friends moved on and you should too Considering that they’ll never call you When you return to the place where they all died, Will you think of all the times you lied? Will you think… Continue reading Shadows
The Late October
Roll the windows down and take a breath. It’s likely to be your last one. Put the fire to the taper Blow yourself out. The candle’s burning but you’re brushing it away. Flaming through your fingers. Don’t brush me off; I’m liable to burn You like the fire did. But you don’t understand the point.… Continue reading The Late October
happiness
“Cruicified in false”, they said. You say you cant breath. All wound up tight in a pretty little that holds this moments happiness inside. I accidentally swallowed your world today as I ate my cereal. Tasted kind of good actually, very sweet, must be because everything in it is so candy-coated. Cant get ride of… Continue reading happiness
Specter At The Feast
You may think you know me From words I’ve written on a page From another lifetime ago From the depths of hurting, pain, and rage Somehow I’ve moved forward with my life I’ve grown past that empty divide I look back and see clearly those things That nearly drove me to suicide But sometimes in… Continue reading Specter At The Feast
A Vampire’s Journey
Chapter One Bloodlust The moon was lively and full as I sat on the very edge of the wood. My life didn’t much depend on the moon. For it didn’t need it. My life depended on the night. I had the cursed life and nothing could change it. Every night, I crept from my hiding… Continue reading A Vampire’s Journey