i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell… Continue reading Black Roses
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Angel
Living with ancient damnation hath been naught but living hell. A thousand years wanting salvation Amidst the dark streets I dwell. A heart with a feeling, a vampire with a soul I’m passionately in love with the Slayer But they say my heart is as black as coal. The sun I desire to see, the… Continue reading Angel
My song
A tingle races accross my skin Once again im free Die i might but not today my time will come another day I hate my life Everyone knows The days are long And filled with sorrow So many ways to end it all Which one to chose Fuck this all I was controled so long… Continue reading My song
I knew I could
People say life is happy and so full of glee but why do they say it? It’s not like that for me
Suffering in Emotion(poetry)
Hey Friends! I am really into writing this kinda shit lately and I find it easier than talking to people…it expresses many of my own feelings and I know that if I feel this way there is guaranteed to be someone out there that does too. I don’t know what these words will mean to… Continue reading Suffering in Emotion(poetry)
Control To Die For
You’re making my life a living hell. Ripping apart my heart and taking control of my life. Why the hell can’t you leave me alone? I am in a prison with no bars or chains…your rules and complications substitute these. Being free is just too much….you can’t live without your ultimate fucked up control.
Should We Hate Therapist and Phsycologist
A while ago i hear someone say I fucking hate therapists.I dont remember who it was i could probably pull it up but i dont feel like it.Ive started seeing a therapists.
I hate you
You were the guy all the girls wanted But you wanted me You said you loved me You said you cared
Disillusioned.
Its Hard when someone steals your spirit by kicking you when youre down and claims it for their own. its not fair because they know what theyre doing and so do you,but you cant stop them. character is a natural thing,but now i understand why it belongs to so few. once its taken its difficult… Continue reading Disillusioned.
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Tainted dreams – betwixt impure screams, release mental prisons of reality. The living hell. To be alive is our disease, ingulfed with firey thoughts of ?????????????????????????????????????????????????