Death im dead thats what they say, i have no life, that i care for no one and nothing, that the only pain i feel is my loneliness, that the one thing i fear is my self, so-what i wear black so i dont talk to no one, so i hate life, so i fear… Continue reading bleeding in the mist of hate
Tag: loneliness
Aware of No-thing
Such long and painful day but it does not matter… when i get home and into the shower… i forget even if just for alittle while. i have a permanent sadness because i am always so alone but i tend to ignore what i feel so i suppose it does not matter. my sadness affects… Continue reading Aware of No-thing
Alone forever
I suppose I make everyone worry. is that why i am alone? i am always kind, i am always quiet but i suppose my loneliness is something i have gotten used to. Everyone picks on me… especially that goth clique. Jocks and goths are the same to me. I have already tried to kill myself… Continue reading Alone forever
Bekah
Pain, loneliness and betrayal was all she knew. She was only sixteen years old and there were times she felt as if she were sixty. She searched deeply for love and companionship but could never find it. She feared her days were coming to an end, but the scariest part was, her instincts were right.… Continue reading Bekah
Sitting Here
Sitting here In this sea of loneliness So tired of running away from love In need of a place to call my home But not to be alone To experience the joys that others have To spend all the time that god may grant To fall in love and my spirit dance
Sea of loneliness
To cry a river, Fill it with yourself Fill it with your soul Fill it with your sorrow I have filled a sea, an ocean, a planet with my tears I have myself in the hands of the devil The devil plays, toys, destroys what no one desires I cried the little corner of my… Continue reading Sea of loneliness
cant you just leave me alone *this is my friends and i thought that she needed to have it heard*
Everywhere I go I see you. Im reminded of the pain you always inflect. The hate you build in me. I have nothing to be happy about anymore. I dont even remember the last time I laughed. Truly laughed. Im just a shell of what I used to be. Not who. I was never anybody,… Continue reading cant you just leave me alone *this is my friends and i thought that she needed to have it heard*
Hell-Bound
You are my loneliness, unholyness, boldly, and without regret, I get hit, bit by bit, it’s on, soon I’ll be gone, cause I’am hells spawn, yawn, yawn, I’ll get you, and you’ll be gone, too, like a fawn you take off to heaven, then you realize your on a short leash, cause I’ve got you,… Continue reading Hell-Bound
loves end
I was thrown into darkness Left in my bitter loneliness I loved her so…. But for her to live I had to die So i left Left, and for her happiness, I was forever condemned To my pit of despair….
cold
In nights so cold, i wish i had someone warm beside me, but hte feeling don`t last forever, and then i appreciate loneliness again. i like it, i live it, i receive it with arms wide open, cause people ain`t the company i seek most of the times, i prefer only my head and toughts,… Continue reading cold