It was just another plain night. I went for a walk because Dad was out of town again and mom was sleeping already. I had many things on my mind. I missed my father, we weren’t as close as we used to be.
I suppose I make everyone worry. is that why i am alone? i am always kind, i am always quiet but i suppose my loneliness is something i have gotten used to. Everyone picks on me… especially that goth clique. Jocks and goths are the same to me. I have already tried to kill myself… Continue reading Alone forever
Slowly, I pick up the gun, I feel my hand shaking and my heart beating, I point the gun towards my chest for people will now know a true broken heart, when you where taken from me, my world was flipped upside-down I think everyday there had to be something I could say replaying our… Continue reading Set Free…
In my head These words wont go away So many things I want to say Though its time for my way You say it will be ok I say it wont be that way Return to me death Screaming pain, flowing torment I lay here on the floor Scarlet everywhere Crying here, torn apart Emotions… Continue reading Tears of Pain
I’m sorry for not being there when the time was right Sorry for not being with you each chance I had There are so many things I wish I would change Sorry for playing stupid all those times, just because I was simply afraid of what I was feeling for you I’m sorry for not… Continue reading Sorry…..*
If I could only go back in time There are so many things I would do differently So many more nights I would hav enjoyed our relationship to the fullest I just wish I could re-live the moments when you were mine I would take full advantage of my belongings In the short time we… Continue reading …Reliving Old Memories…
theres so manythings i’ve made up, so many things i’ve lied aboput. so many things i can never attone for. so many sins… I tilted my head staring at the ripped sheet hung on the cracked plaster wall. through the rip of the sheet i could see the cracks along the wall. they were shaped… Continue reading flickering lights
Ive done everything in my power not to be weak- only strong I escaped from the constant pain for awhile You helped me so much I did it all for you So many things to look forward to.. so many things that you gave me Countless times I thought you would leave I started to… Continue reading Come Back For Me
My last piece of paper…what do I use this for? So many things one piece of paper could be used for. So what should I use it for?
There seemed hundreds of people crammed into the little Victorian house. Allie wandered around the black clad trunks of their legs, worrying that they’d somehow make the walls fall down. Her mother was always instructing her not to put too many things in her dolls house, in case it collapsed from the weight.