Poetic Around, all around, the dark memories gather. My dread grows as the Dark One’s touch falls against my naked soul. It mutilates me, and darkly my blood drips to the cold, uncaring tombstones. In numbness I hang my head while death follows. Now alone, my soul falls upon darkened eyes. This is my Hell
Tag: numbness
Staring at the knife
as i stare at the knife adn make another cut my wound duz not bleed my eyes dont tear my body feels no pain the only pain that i feel is the paint that my heart feels as the cold knife stabing another wound my internal bleeding kills unnoticably i am the only one that… Continue reading Staring at the knife
Goodbye, today
I cut myself today I tried to escape through the pain and my fingers red with crimson tides open my wrists to see what they hide feeling, like a broken night light feeling, like nothing I do is right And I wonder why I’m still here and I have a deep rooted fear that you,… Continue reading Goodbye, today
of no importance
looking for a spot we havent burnt out yet, panhandling for drug money. ill give you 5 for a kiss and more for a little more. drowning in a foolish sickness. full of empty space. playing games that lead to mental corrosion. let the pink shit burn in your nostrils so you can down the… Continue reading of no importance
What I Think
I don’t like talking about how shitty my life can get, because that’s when I get people’s pity. Plus people have their own problems to deal with; they don’t need to worry about mine. It’s not as bad as it could be, and it’s not like I’m ungrateful for what I have. Just sometimes it… Continue reading What I Think
~The Urge~
Sometimes things don’t seem they’ll ever mend and that’s when I’ll want my life to end It’s one way of few I’m like my mom I can’t handle it all and explode like a bomb
Contradiction.
Cry and make the pain come out. Release. only difference is that now the pain fills the room instead of just the being. I cry for my pain…but also for the pain of others who suffer like i do. its funny how the world alwayz seems oblivious to the way that ure feeling.
Eternally yours
A satin voice ran over your sleeping body, awaking you from that never ending dream called life. Deep into my realm I pulled you and there was no return for those who didn’t wish to fall asleep again.
28 bureau drawers
i never had to lose all that i loved, i’ve kept it all locked in a drawer, i’ll never know what it is to hurt like that, i’ve never hurt like that before,
what do i do
like the title says. what do i do. what do you do when youve hit rock bottom? when youve been kicked outta school because you are a hardcore procrastinator, when your mom keeps you around for the support money and when you have no concience?