obsession

Goth Inside

i hate people who think that gothica is only bout clothes…some of those people just like the way goths dress so they start dressing in all black and they become posers…gothica is not all bout the outside…its bout the inside…some ppl can dress normal or even prep and still be goth..some ppl dress in all… Continue reading Goth Inside

His eyes so hollow, dark and deep. His presence so omnimous Face so emotionless and unchanged What are his thoughts? I could not guess, I would not know What is this stranger’s name? So mysterious This stranger that draws me to him Like a vampire thirsting for more blood To satisfy its desire I hunger… Continue reading Obsession

Chris

Sitting on his porch on a snowy night in January, Chris wondered why his friends were gradually moving away from him, how they were all but a memory now. Maybe it was his failing grades, his increased drug usage or maybe it was the fact that he had started cutting 2 months ago and some… Continue reading Chris

obsession has no cure

The obsession Don’t get caught in temptation, you will only yearn for it more. To feel the warm blood run down your arm, and slowly to the floor. To feel pain gently sooths you, and you cut deeper into your cold arm.

my pathetik life

Then i get out of the laundry service with my little bag i’m 19, i don’t have to worry… “do you want those candies?” because this winter starts to smell like spring i want to go home and stay in my bed

Ever cried yourself to Sleep?

WTF? maybe another hit,another high, might ease the pain might make me gain one more obsession to add to my list of shit. A tiny little list i have stapled to my wall, each night it screams at me….each night i scream back. SHUT THE FUCK UP!! but it wont, it doesnt, it never leaves… Continue reading Ever cried yourself to Sleep?

Irritating people these days

I cant see why people try so hard to be something for the sake of being cool. I may wear color and be a fun person, but I can still be a goth, just because I dont have access to old victorian dresses dosent make me less gothic than anyone.

Home, Falling, The Kiss

“HOME” Tears flow down. From my cheeks they fall, Unbridled to the bloodstained floor Where once my defiled body lay.

So closed-minded…

Why is everybody so closed-minded about things that are not “normal?” For the past three years I’ve had an interest in “dark” concepts, like demons, death, suicide, etc. For the most part I have kept my interest in these things hidden, since most people (with the rare exception) seem to view it as unhealthy. Why… Continue reading So closed-minded…

my poems

i once wrote a poem and called it punk love because that was the name of my obsession and that’s what it was all about