old friend – Darkness

bleeding in the mist of hate

Death im dead thats what they say, i have no life, that i care for no one and nothing, that the only pain i feel is my loneliness, that the one thing i fear is my self, so-what i wear black so i dont talk to no one, so i hate life, so i fear… Continue reading bleeding in the mist of hate

relaps

hello. its been almost a year since ive been here. i noticed the date on the last post is may so maby no one is updating anymore. it dosnt really matter. so, things went wrong this evening, worse and worse, and i let myself go down with them. I didnt bother to struggle, to remind… Continue reading relaps

Specter At The Feast

You may think you know me From words I’ve written on a page From another lifetime ago From the depths of hurting, pain, and rage Somehow I’ve moved forward with my life I’ve grown past that empty divide I look back and see clearly those things That nearly drove me to suicide But sometimes in… Continue reading Specter At The Feast

Story of a Girl

This is a story about a girl, who had few friends,and was always alone. Her name was Lilly,and she was everything her name-sake depicted. She was a delicate, pale, lonely lilly. Invisible to the world around,just as it was invisible to her. The world seemed cold and horrible,and wanted nothing to do with it,untill, Darrin… Continue reading Story of a Girl

i have a question pleas help!!!!

I have always wondered to be a Goth does that mean you have to hate everyone? Can’t you still have friends that aren’t Goth if you can stand their cheerfulness? I hang out with my friends who are churchgoers I Evan go but don’t care I just go so my friends would stop bugging.

I just want to be HAPPY

I dont know if i can handle it I dont know if i can make it All i want to do Is sleep forever

A Cutters Roots and Cycle.

I’ve not used this particular account in a long time. I promise, my writing has improved somewhat. I’m going to tell you about a semi-painfull period I went through and am still dealing with.

Solutions

I will start out with an apology to those of you who have sufferd through my recent whining. It’s a habit I’ve been trying to break. I have not had much luck with it as of late. I have moved in with my dear old friend. Seperate bedrooms, even though we are dating again..(third times… Continue reading Solutions

Modern Love triangle

I know I promised not to send in any new submitions for a little while. I just couldn’t resist asking for input on this one, even though I’m sure it will be over long before this one gets posted. The title of this post realy sums it up. In order to understand it in full,… Continue reading Modern Love triangle