outcast

I’ve lost

I’m losing it, totally all I had was my self-control, my thoughts And one friend Now I have nothing How it happened, I’ll never know I’m just not here, people look but they don’t see me unless their looking for an outcast, a scapegoat Then I’m there, For them to mock Then I’m there, For… Continue reading I’ve lost

Don’t Complain

Be thankful you’re in a society which even has Goths. Where i’m from, Singapore, Asia, its nothing but culture, culture, culture. Well, heck! I mean, we don’t even have a right to dress the way we want. Its like, you wanna wear something outrageous, most likely, you’re going out to club. There’s no way you’re… Continue reading Don’t Complain

Being An Outcast

I have been an outcast my entire and unlike a lot you, I have not enjoyed being different. I had a terrible inferiority complex because I believed the lies of those little bastards and I learned to hate myself. In school I was the guy nobody talked to or even looked at for that matter.… Continue reading Being An Outcast

outcast… tears falling down… drowned by the emptiness i feel inside… knocking off my brain… damn!!! what a life… full of regrets and sorrows… unwanted… thoughts of nothingness… breaking the silemce… of my fast beating heart… darkness… bestowed upon me… i was buried alive…

Walking

Now more than ever I feel so alone, walking through the streets and alleys by myself, with my coat and my sweatshirt’s head cover, everyday grew lonelier, walking, just walking, without a cause or destination, I just walked for days…

Death Awaits You All

You call me names and push me around. you think im a nothing. but what goes around comes around. you think you’re so much better than me just because you wear abercromie and i wear gothedout… but you dont even know what im all about. im glad to be an outcast, im glad to be… Continue reading Death Awaits You All

Society’s Little Outcast

I’m the thorn among the roses, The pebble in the sand. I need someone to comfort me, Someone to hold my hand.

Unhappy Girl

Outcast, withdrawn, unhappy girl shows no emotion as she walks alone. No one knows the real her. No one knows her pain. As she sits alone at lunch with no friends by her side, the unhappy girl starts to cry. Black eye makeup streaming from her tears. She sits and wonders to herself why she… Continue reading Unhappy Girl

A new gate keeper

I await the for darkness to fall, in my corner of time. The hate in my heart binds me, to this earth of hate and destruction.

answers through time

Since, im a kid… ive been facing guilt and doing acts independently. My parents are separated, living with my sis. And yes, few changes have been made. Ive been attracted to black since im a kid, does this make me a goth?… I have habit of making cuts , does that make me depress?.. there… Continue reading answers through time