I sit there and listen to everybody complain. Some are complaining about there parents never letting them do anything. others are saying that there to mean b/c they never let them stay up past 12 p.m and others are complaing about there clothes or siblings.
Tag: parents
Dreams…
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my dreams to comfort me I know the pain of the madman for he lives inside of me I’ve felt the strength of my demons and others And my weakness of self-preservation And hope…..hope Hey, parents do you know where your children are tongiht? Are they locked… Continue reading Dreams…
what is love???
its seems every day i find myself walking the halls of my school and i hear “i love you” or “hold me” and it makes me sick to my stomach.
one last time
standing in the middle of the room looking around wondering what would happen if i wasnt here anymore..wondering if i just fell dead right here..if anyone would care..walk down stairs..take one last look at my parents..take a walk..getitng one last look at everything around..walking back home up to my room..taking one last look at what… Continue reading one last time
the perfect suicide
“i stand in my bathroom the sharpest razor in my right hand, and in my left, a red rose grasped tightly in my palm. the thorns pricking my hands. starign at my reflection in the mirror in disgust. so imperfect. i hate what i see. thoughts of every lost love and broken heart running threw… Continue reading the perfect suicide
i need advice please
im sorry but i need help. um, well my mom put me in coulnising, cuz she thought there was somethin wrong w/me being in my room constley. but anyway i started cutting. my consler dosent kno but one of my friends had a idea that i might be so she asked to see my wrists.… Continue reading i need advice please
What I Mean Is…
always on the dark side never about to brightly slide listen to what it means cause soon ill be in your dreams a gap between heaven and hell from which i fell although its hell itself it has a slow stealth listen to what i mean im about to tell you of a scene “how… Continue reading What I Mean Is…
Rape Me
Raging hormones. Yes, that was what it was that prompted me to call him. Let’s just say self control isn’t my cup of tea. I’m impulsive, impacient, and lonely. I knew he wanted me. He’d said so himself. And when I went, I had already gone over the ‘no sex’ policy with him more than… Continue reading Rape Me
waling at midnight
Walking at midnight, Is when you feel best, Peace and quiet is what you long for, The hot-cold night with the faint porch lights, Is really what you want, Some time alone, Away from the messed up home, The pressures of your life, Now its time to go, Back to that place called home, To… Continue reading waling at midnight
I regret
I wish I had been honest. I wish I hadn’t lied to him or anyone for that matter. But now that I have I must pay for it. And man does it hurt. I have been friends with Ayla for almost 8 years, since 5th grade. She and I have been through some tough shit… Continue reading I regret