I sit and write think what to say, they tell me “you should live day by day.” but its not easy, with all this shit i got goin on in my life i hold in my hand my kitchen knife. my razor blade is better, leaving a distiant but noticable scar, i don’t value my… Continue reading LeAvE Me ALONE!!!
Tag: razor blade
Razor blade twist
poetic a razor blade in my hand i try t oput it on my wrist but all my thoughts r in a twist do i want to die or do i wana stay alive and cry something is stoping me something wont let me be i hear a knock at my door i jump and… Continue reading Razor blade twist
Worth Something– Poetry
I smile because I have to. I have to do everything They want of me. I never can be myself
Suicide
laying down, wondering, debating if i should ever get up. Thinking about how god put me here, patted me on the head and forgot. Forgot there was ever a person inside all of this. Laying here thinking about all the things that made me do what i have done. praying to whoever in suppose to… Continue reading Suicide
YOU
Without you i am nothing because you were all i had. You were the kiss of death uppon my lips The razor blade across my wrists. How i wish that things were different How i wish that you were mine. Here i lay uppon the bed, slowly rotting over time. You were the angel of… Continue reading YOU
Picture
I am going to draw a picture, a picture with a twist. I’m going to draw it with a razor blade, I’ll draw it on my wrist. As I draw this picture a fountain will appear, and as this fountain flows, my troubles dissapear.
Release
In the middle of the night, At 3:00am. I finally decide. Its time to go. I lay out my clothes on the bed. Then go to the kitchen and pull out the mixing bowl. Fill it with ice I’ve been making for days. Carry it into the bathroom, Put it down on the sink. Walk… Continue reading Release
chimeraworld
chimeraworld I wanna live in a world full of silent witnesses I wanna live in a cryogenic world, faces pressed up against frosted glass for eternity I wanna live in a twisted, crippled sentence world, a lamb slaughter of impunity I wanna live in a loving world made of cheesy grins and lessons in deceit… Continue reading chimeraworld
Blood
Blood comforts me Slice my wrists and you shall see The crimson red begins to flow Watch my face, it will glow When everything is going wrong For the blood I will long The touch of it as soft as lace See the smile upon my face My best friend, a razor blade Brings me… Continue reading Blood
Regretful Youth
Poor little you, Ms. Missunderstood cutting yourself with a razor blade just becuause it hurts so good I didnt think u would do it could have sworn u didnt have it in you but i guess what else is there for u to do