I suppose this would belong under gothic but I’m not sure. My whole life I have been misunderstood by everyone, family, society, and pretty much anyone I have come in contact with. There are obviously a few exceptions, but for the most part I’ve always been rejected and taunted. Everyone around me comlpains about me… Continue reading Reality
Tag: rejection
fears
As darkness falls over my face my worst nightmare is realeased. Death and sadness surround me, choking me. Images of rejection and judgemental people. I dont want to be here. My fears have formed a black smog around me, it looks like a beautiful aura to the unseeing eye. Its swallowing me whole and i… Continue reading fears
Tomorrow
Cheating Lying Stealing Vandalizing Cheating on your boyfriend Lying to his face Stealing his heart And vandalizing it by snapping it in two What THE FUCK HAPPENED Why say yes if you don’t like him Did he pressure you? Did he persist with it? No, her asked you one fucking question The only reason I… Continue reading Tomorrow
Sinner
I began construction more than a year ago and I have been struggling down this rocky path, as a beast of burden, for nearly two months. I carry on my back a homemade crucifix, made of the strongest, heaviest wood covered in sheets of metal.
Jared
trapped here no way out afraid of death afraid of doubt
I just want to be HAPPY
I dont know if i can handle it I dont know if i can make it All i want to do Is sleep forever
Harm
As I look into the mirror, I can see all of my harm, My eyes, so full of tears, And blood running down my arm;
Expectation
Expectation with rejection Pain infliction Lost addiction
to be me
How about you come to my house for one night, You can see my drunken mother, Maybe then you’ll know what it’s like to be me,
Poem- My Last Chapter
Im just a dirty fuck A dirty fuck,with no luck I know,my life is pathetic I can’t forget,everyone’s life is pathetic