rest of the world

Need a Friend

the moments I need a friend- when the rest of the world has turned it’s back- I feel alone, wishing someone were here-

nobody cares about anything, why should they? as long as they eat and sleep, everything is okay and i still sit here, day after day wondering why god created me, if only to rot and decay is there a reason? some kind of wisdom? nobody can say i have sampled all religions, none of them… Continue reading Through my eyes…

Dying Expectations

“thats just it…” i mumbled to myself in the middle of a discussion with her. Her the one who has driven past the point of no return, my own mother. Today she had decided to give me shit about how i dress, and her comment of choice was, “You look like you’re about ready to… Continue reading Dying Expectations

peace?¿

I dont see how people want world peace so much. some people say peace isnt possible without war. but ist war unpeaceful? (if that is a word)

Lord of Deception

The deception had been compelete, so well done that it had not been noticed at the time through ignorance and misunderstanding. It was so easy for him to hide behind that facade and make his complex and convoluted plans for control, his control of events and the atmosphere surrounding.

Nex Ut Totus Quisnam Penetro Hic, Part 4

Amy, David, and Eddy all backed away from Billy and his gun. He was the one thing that separated them from the water and their possible escape.

her life and death

she never really wanted to be anything special in life. tierra actually kinda liked being ignored by some people. she had the truest friend she could ever find and thats the only friend she really would care about if she lost. tierra ran to ashton with everything she felt and wouldnt tell. tierra was a… Continue reading her life and death

dear grandad . . .

i’m sitting here in a dark room thinking of you. tonight i sliced open my arm, in my head its your fault. it throbs, i can still feel the metal burn against my skin. this is all i have left, it reassures me that i still have emotions, that i’m still human.

please read i need to know

i know when i look at the rest of the world i see a happy place where no one has to worry about life. i know that’s not the fucking truth but i do know this, the look at me like i’m a sin. like i’m not saposta be here on this earth. i go… Continue reading please read i need to know

The Importance of Being…Independent

I have noticed that in many alternative lifestyles – poly, lesbian, what little I’ve seen of D/s and BDSM, SCA even although this has changed due to the fact that the SCA is going mainstream – there are large pockets of people who believe that it is far more moral and sensible to be a… Continue reading The Importance of Being…Independent