i saw it there in his thoughts he was on the edge of demise but yet i hesitated to pull him back to pull him towards me for i was there beside him i already knew he was forever mine still i delighted in his suffering the silver lining of the cloud that was our… Continue reading toxic devotion
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Nothing
I lay in bed i can hear the rain falling down, hitting the side of my window drop by drop echoing in my head like a never ending song. beautiful it sounds but so ordinary to the eye, but they are so amazing these drops of crystals.like the tears of dark angels crying for the… Continue reading Nothing
the end isnt far
standing here at 15 seeing all i have seen hating everyone of you hoping it will end soon i look up grab a knife place it to my wrist and say to myself..”the end isnt far” slide it across my wrist, feeling the rush, watching the blood drip feeling weak and tired finaly fall to… Continue reading the end isnt far
only to bleed
I only do it for the rush it brings. the first cut always hurts… but it will bring you soothe yourself. bleeding is pure and relaxing as long as you don’t press to hard on your flesh.
Still Want to Cut
Well about a year ago my friend started cutting himself and so did I following him. but then about a month later a friend of his told a consuler at our school and he got sent to a mental institute. Then suddenly after that we stopped. But now for some reason I want to cut… Continue reading Still Want to Cut
Should I
My gun is next to me. Ive got that thought again. Its loaded this time, I know it is. I loaded it last night. Its in my hand now. Should I do it? Ive got my hand on top, about to cock it. I love that sound, when the killer cocks the gun right before… Continue reading Should I
ETURNALLY UNRAVELING.. CONTINUED..
.. on this rock that the “norms”call earth, technology was supposto kill you but instead, you adjusted and gained the power to HATE everything except the adrinaline rush that keeps you killing the “innocents” who think and wish, death would come and drag you to oblivion, to the bottomless pit of darkness from which you… Continue reading ETURNALLY UNRAVELING.. CONTINUED..
Worser Things Than Shadows
I do not know what is going on. The curtains…the walls. Somebody is knocking in the walls ! And the air ! It is so chill… It all started one night. I was sitting in couch watching TV, in my apartment, on the highest story. Soon, I became very sleepy. I closed my eyes and… Continue reading Worser Things Than Shadows
unorganized thoughts
speaking to myself, realizing that nothing will ever change and if they do they already did yet only for the worse. the thought of ending it all slipped into my mind for a brief moment. and yet it felt so good to let the blade take over me, deeply cutting away all of my misery.… Continue reading unorganized thoughts
Demented Mind
This is my first attempt at a story for darkness.com, It reflects the mind state of a couple up until the end. It should go in Horror or Death. We’re only going out for a drink. Ok. Well only for a Drink. Fine. This party is wild. I wonder what shes thinking. This party sucks.… Continue reading Demented Mind