My best friend and I began cutting ourselves for fun. It was a blast! One night we stole my dad’s booze and scalpel (he’s a doctor see) and we tatooed ourselves. We took it in turns. It is so blissful because you don’t even fell it at first. You run the balde over your arm… Continue reading Thank Heaven for Long Sleeves
Tag: sadness
Aware of No-thing
Such long and painful day but it does not matter… when i get home and into the shower… i forget even if just for alittle while. i have a permanent sadness because i am always so alone but i tend to ignore what i feel so i suppose it does not matter. my sadness affects… Continue reading Aware of No-thing
I’M LOSING MYSELF
It was dark outside, although I had to stand up and go. I was walking in the streets. I couldn’t fallow my thoughts, and the road was stretching and stretching…
dreams bloody dreams
i cry. everyone cries. the moonlight seeks my approval i hold onto and cherish my sadness depression is a comforting wound. you hurt. i died for you. i died upon my upside down cross. if i knew where you were i’d find a wound in which you had and i would lay salt in it… Continue reading dreams bloody dreams
Release
I am lost Oblivious to the commotion around me Emotion swirls inside me Hidden from the outside world Anger Sadness Rage Despair Hopelessness Hate Love Need Pain Suffering Death The ultimate release Free from hurt Free from anguish Peace How I long for it To settle my restless soul Heal my wounds Erase my scars… Continue reading Release
Why me?
He was like in my craziest dreams, everything ! From his qualities, to the sound of his voice, to his name until the sweetness of his body… everything corresponded to what i ‘ve ever dreamed. I was completely devoted to him, I really loved him, with my soul, amy body and all the love a… Continue reading Why me?
For those in the Dark, that still hope…
You are the star that shines so bright, up in the dark and lonely night. As i look upon you with awe, all my sadness and troubles fall. You maybe far and out of touch, but my love knows no bounds, i know this much. When i think of you, i see that glow, a… Continue reading For those in the Dark, that still hope…
fears
As darkness falls over my face my worst nightmare is realeased. Death and sadness surround me, choking me. Images of rejection and judgemental people. I dont want to be here. My fears have formed a black smog around me, it looks like a beautiful aura to the unseeing eye. Its swallowing me whole and i… Continue reading fears
Hopeless
Here we are back in this cruel cold world again, Where my countless sins I wish to amend. Fireless sighs and calming breaths, slowly patiently waiting for death. Hunger, Sadness, Depression, Betrayal, I always try hard but I always fail. I want to die but i want to live, I always receive but also want… Continue reading Hopeless
ghosts
after a long day of school. a girl goes home to wat will be the last day of her life and the being of her ghost life. a life of a ghost is seeing ur best freinds live and maybe even marring ur lover taking ur life away waking up to see ur dead but… Continue reading ghosts