sanity

Thinking the thoughts that are in my head Thoughts I can never explain Why some day I wish I were dead Detain in the reality, I wish I never were in Life passes slowly in vain, While I try to keep sane Each day grows harder Like a challenge I need to conquer These challenges… Continue reading Sanity

Phucked

Damn, this is all phucked up How the hell can I make this up Why do I have all this time to fake I just have to turn on the light and wake Wait untill I feel like I am human I have no phucking clue what Im doin I can hold on, a little… Continue reading Phucked

trying 2find sanity

Trying to find sanity but feeling completely insane. Making a new life but still feeling the pain. Justifying leaving but alawys feeling lost…Missing my old world but loving what I’ve got. Crying tears of lonliness but knowing that im not alone…. Runing but being tied up trying to find my home

Sanity

Thinking the thoughts that are in my head Thoughts I can never explain Why some days I wish I were dead Detain in the reality, I wish I never were in Life passes slowly in vain, While I try to keep sane Each day grows harder Like a challenge I need to conquer These challenges… Continue reading Sanity

Losing My Sanity

Poetic 5 months… Since that awful night. I’ll admit, I loved you. I don’t see why you used me like that. You could’ve just told me to fuck off!! Then I wouldn’t have gone through all the pain. These scars on my arms and wrists, They’re all there because of you. My world turned black… Continue reading Losing My Sanity

Horror lies within

Bleak hope scatters within fragments of my failing consciousness . Wearied I forage for the sanity to end the abhorrent creature which stalks my dreams. A beast blessed with blackness and appeased with terror, silently it stalks in the faults of my battered mind. Hunger craved, it presses each night drawing blood from guiltless souls.… Continue reading Horror lies within

one wish left

I’ve burned my own soul’s ocean Ravaged the forests of my mind Stabbed at my spirit Shot at my heart

Alone Again

In all the time youve been known to fly you told me you loved me but you always lied. Sticking the needles into your sweaty palms not knowing why or when you would stop you would cry because you knew that you could do nothing that would keep you close to me….so you fell away… Continue reading Alone Again

Of Deeper Thoughts and Sanity

i bleed, i breathe, i wanted to pretend, that you would be here in the end, my angelic child,

insanity simply might be easer

Dear How can I Wright a letter to a man more a shadow Whose name I have never know ,But a man none the less I have loved all my life.