You wonder why I cut myself. Can’t You see I hurt myself so that I can’t feel the pain that you cause me. You ask how I can do this to you and my family. Fuck you fuck my family they aren’t going through what I am. They don’t feel the pain each person inflicts.
Tag: scares
Darkness
My eyes are closed tight and I can’t see a thing, all I can see is darkness. I can feel the knife piercing my skin, going down my stomach. My heart is racing I don’t know what to do or how to act all I can feel is the pain. I run my fingers down… Continue reading Darkness
Bending walls
She was riding her demon of passions through the gates he had already opened for her. Somehow the past refused to die but she refused to let it get to her understanding ways. Just like an array of sadness she wept over the most glorious things, and when darkness was nowhere to be found she… Continue reading Bending walls
Bastard
You first poisoned me with you kiss And made it something I would miss You started making me hurt and feel pain Seems to me that it was all just a game But in this game you’re not a winner nor a loser You’re only an abuiser
Fristalnact (night of the broken glass)
Purest hearts and minds Are unrestrained. Blessed souls Are freed by pain.
my thoughs…
Touched
Your gaze, your eyes run over me I feel it burning in to my skin. I feel the lust comeing from your body. You know how to wind your word in to my mind. You have the konwlege, the over powering gift of lies. You gain my trust whith the lies you tell. Your hand,… Continue reading Touched