I can hear them in my head, the voices. They’re everywhere inside and outside of me. I can feel them in me, taking control and never letting go. So much like the shadows only they hold no comfort for me. They torment me; inside they make it hard to breath, to cry, to do anything… Continue reading The voices’
Tag: scars
the stress takes it’s final toll…
how long can u last under pressure? how long can u deal with the pain and stress of life? of being the strange odd one people stare at… She couldnt cope. She did whatever it took to get away,She had to run. Parents, friends, complete strangers could do nothing for Her, She wa determined to… Continue reading the stress takes it’s final toll…
I want to be a poem
Poetic I want to be a lost poem in a strangers coat pocket That conveys the importance of you To assure you of my desire To assure you of my dreams I want all the possibilities of you in writing I want to give you your reflection I want your eyes on me I want… Continue reading I want to be a poem
Barred Cell Windows
I’m here to tell you how much I love you I would sacrifice my soul for you to be happy this is my love I miss you as I gaze though my Bared cell windows I see a tree a creek the people and animals go about life They take it for granted I scream… Continue reading Barred Cell Windows
Understand
i’ve lost myself i don’t know where i’m bleeding now i couldn’t care
thoughts of suicide
I am a cutter,and i always try to push the blade down a little harder just to try and die but something in me stops it.I have tried to commit suicide 20 times and almost die on 2. i never wanted this life i never wanted to be born cant i just die and yet… Continue reading thoughts of suicide
It ends in the dark…(poetic)
As I live each day I cry in the night for my love of my heart to return. But since you died I improvise and forever in hell you’ll burn. On nights like this I wonder earth from land across the sea. But on nights the last upon the past make me feel like a… Continue reading It ends in the dark…(poetic)
Release
I am lost Oblivious to the commotion around me Emotion swirls inside me Hidden from the outside world Anger Sadness Rage Despair Hopelessness Hate Love Need Pain Suffering Death The ultimate release Free from hurt Free from anguish Peace How I long for it To settle my restless soul Heal my wounds Erase my scars… Continue reading Release
Mirror Man
When billowing, quicksilver clouds Dissipate in a dream And the mind awakes to enact its sleepy life As if shown on a screen I wonder, are you but a memory To remind me of today Or does your vitreous probe Divulge a world so desolate, far flung, far away Or is it a sign A… Continue reading Mirror Man
i sit in the past
I sit here in the past- remembering how things were so unclear-the way you looked when you closed your eyes-trying to fight back the tears-I never wanted to leave you-and now you seem so far away-I feel so fucking broken- I’ve lost the meaning to everything I’ve wanted to say- so don’t take this pain… Continue reading i sit in the past