Cry not for me Momma, I’ll be back. When have I ever truly left you? I know you’re sad, but you know where I am. I’ve gone nowhere. You thought you lost me once, but I never did leave. I promise I didn’t. I’m sorry you’re sad. I’ll try to stay longer this time. And… Continue reading Death, Spirit, Reincarnate
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Her Spirit – Ripped…
An inward surge of unexplainable hot pain burst through her chest and a tight tearing grip clasped strong and with out mercy, it suddenly pulled hard on the hold that it had on the depths of her soul, blue fire bolts raced through her body at a speed unknown to man. A second surge from… Continue reading Her Spirit – Ripped…
Cold, Careless and Empty
It’s not that she needed the confidence, she knew she could do it, she just didn’t want to. But as it was not her choice to make she did what was asked. So there she was, sitting on the imported Italian leather lounge, waiting to hear what her psychiatrist had to say. The doctor delivered… Continue reading Cold, Careless and Empty
GUILT,SOUL!
They think im dead,but im alive, They think im a corpse as cold as a lie,instead i live, a fire burning feirce,cradled in their memory i creep. They think im dead for i am not, A wondering spirit I roam. Alive in mind, dead in body I survive on guilt alone,my love for them, you… Continue reading GUILT,SOUL!
Beauty and the Beast
Beauty and the Beast In my mind, her shadow darkens my door, I feel her breathing The noise echoing around the room. I sit in the damp shadowed corner, Terrified and trembling, With the fear Of what she can do to me, Her evil, twisted mind, Her sleek, smooth, seductive body Drawing me in, With… Continue reading Beauty and the Beast
Living…This Misery…
The mystique of this world baffles me, My soul is living, but is as dead as can be. I feel entrapped, so alone & lonely, As I build my hopes on the afterlife only. I’ve smiled at aftermath of battles lost, Was oblivious to what they shattered or cost. Now my silence cries at the… Continue reading Living…This Misery…
People
well, ya know how we’re always saying how people who are not like us are all the same? well lately i have been disagreeing with that. has anyone ever just gone to the mall and observed people? they all have different qualities and different tastes as well. if you read perhaps four different people’s auras… Continue reading People
Look at me.
Ever since I became a goth, people look through me and not at me. Especially my friends and family. People reacated differently with it, some people were glad because it “suited me more” and some people just plain hated it. Some people dont realize that THIS IS ME! I am glad I can look in… Continue reading Look at me.
Realizing (true)
As I lay there in bed staring up at the ceiling I realize something. I realize what my life is and how Im running it. My family life is nothing, no one cares for me, eventhough I care for them, I just never show it by rebelling and yelling. I realize Im living a dream.… Continue reading Realizing (true)
Michael Benvenuti *memorial*
When will this torture end? i have lost with out a doubt my very best friend. No longer are you by my side, i have to be alone, with out a guide. I miss you soo much, is it possible to miss someone too much? I want to end it all so i can be… Continue reading Michael Benvenuti *memorial*