The past is, Indistruactable, The future is, unreliable, The present is, consequensel, The past, Haunting me, Killing me, Reminding me, Of past deeds done, I’d like to stab myself, 50 times, for every person ive hurt, for ever soul ive crushed, for every heart ive broken,
Tag: stab
bleeding in the mist of hate
Death im dead thats what they say, i have no life, that i care for no one and nothing, that the only pain i feel is my loneliness, that the one thing i fear is my self, so-what i wear black so i dont talk to no one, so i hate life, so i fear… Continue reading bleeding in the mist of hate
Conform
I’ll gather the kohl encrusted masses and bring them to their knees, I’ll cover their eyes with silken sashes
It ends in the dark…(poetic)
As I live each day I cry in the night for my love of my heart to return. But since you died I improvise and forever in hell you’ll burn. On nights like this I wonder earth from land across the sea. But on nights the last upon the past make me feel like a… Continue reading It ends in the dark…(poetic)
Catch Of Death (True Story)
I used to think that all of my friends just used me and my parents hated me. I knew that, the parent part. All of my friends would say,” its okay amber, just relax, you’ll get threw it.” But i knew that they all rather me die, not exist, pretty much im just the living… Continue reading Catch Of Death (True Story)
Me…
use me, abuse me, play me, lie to me, fuck me, hurt me, beat me, push me, throw me, force me, make me take it, attack me, make me suffer, tie me down, leave me, cut me, punch me, kick me, pull me down, shut me up, burn me, poison me, choke me, pass me… Continue reading Me…
Stab 2
Your screams are silent no one hears you cry as I slowly stab you killing the life inside you. Your death is silent The dark possession within my soul is unbearable There’s no escape Don’t even attempt to cry Just give in because it hurts ——to die It takes one stab to kill It takes… Continue reading Stab 2
Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
Your lies tainted me as Your words ruined me Remember the question we Asked God? What is there after death? How about you go and find out? Crystal, crystal…I see I see you choking in your own Blood as I stab your eyeballs out Remember the question I Asked you? What’s the color of your… Continue reading Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
Forsaken Angel
Tear off my wings For I cannot fly Bring death unto me For I deserve to die What I have done Is unforgivable I have broken a heart And murdered a soul Open my chest Bury your hate in my heart Don’t be afraid For I never shall part This hell here on earth Is… Continue reading Forsaken Angel
My life Story
Every night from the time I was two my father has beaten me. He beat my sister and my mother because I was born. He would throw me across the castle rooms and laugh as I would crash into the stone walls. The only peace I found each day was when I was with my… Continue reading My life Story