I feel like the whole world watches and stares, yet in the same breath I have the unfading feeling of invisibility. Having opposite emotions helps me, because when I’m definite on something I act, so this indecision holds me in a dazed limbo.
Tag: stares
Don’t Complain
Be thankful you’re in a society which even has Goths. Where i’m from, Singapore, Asia, its nothing but culture, culture, culture. Well, heck! I mean, we don’t even have a right to dress the way we want. Its like, you wanna wear something outrageous, most likely, you’re going out to club. There’s no way you’re… Continue reading Don’t Complain
The Inevitability
everything is unchanging and yet it changes so much alone here with the blood stained hands licking them clean as though i have done nothing wrong the beautiful blackness of the perfectly shaped orbs round and loving the way they never shunned u or said “you aren’t good enough for me” they love u consistently… Continue reading The Inevitability
I Wear My Scars With Pride
True Story: As She Sits In Her Dark Room,Lights Out Nothing but a lil candle lit she stares at the bottle of sleeping pills n the blade in her hand..thinkin of how much she hates her life and wants to die…one by one she takes the pills feeling more n more tired..soon the whole bottles… Continue reading I Wear My Scars With Pride
fault
in my room mind racing every voice every face every hand that has ever done me wrong the laughs the pointing the stares the remarks the anger all of it goes from my brain down my neck, crosses my heart runs down my arm into my hand and picks up the knife they all are… Continue reading fault
Fucked Up Teen
A collaborative effort of Sacrifice Theory and MourningStar2002. Posted with permission from the band Tears of Pain. Fucked Up Teen CHORUS They call me a fuck-up. But I don’t care. Just let them fucking stare. They call me a fuck-up. Maybe it’s true. But I don’t fucking need you END CHORUS It doesn’t take much… Continue reading Fucked Up Teen
My Suicide
A collaborative effort of the band Tears of Pain and MourningStar2002. My suicide I feel so stupid Feel so ugly But what I don’t feel, Are your arms around me. Pulling me close, erasing my pain. CHORUS I’m your bitch, Your little whore, Your gutless cunt, And nothing more. I’m your dope. I’m your lie.… Continue reading My Suicide
Pompa mortis magis terret, quam mors ispa
i thought that i could hide the fear that i felt the fear to come home, the fear to go the taughting they threw at me tour me to bits they knew it too they knew that it drove me to the edge my parents dont care they just sit and they stare blank stares… Continue reading Pompa mortis magis terret, quam mors ispa
Death
As I close my eyes I pray to wake happy. Give me a reason to smile. Lord awake my dorment heart And give hope to my shattered spirit. As I close my eyes, Let me rest.
Mind Lost And Broken
I hear the voice inside of my head, giving me reasons for why I feel dead, I have all the answers, for everyone else, But I just find nothing, when I look to myself,