how long can u last under pressure? how long can u deal with the pain and stress of life? of being the strange odd one people stare at… She couldnt cope. She did whatever it took to get away,She had to run. Parents, friends, complete strangers could do nothing for Her, She wa determined to… Continue reading the stress takes it’s final toll…
My best friend and I began cutting ourselves for fun. It was a blast! One night we stole my dad’s booze and scalpel (he’s a doctor see) and we tatooed ourselves. We took it in turns. It is so blissful because you don’t even fell it at first. You run the balde over your arm… Continue reading Thank Heaven for Long Sleeves
Hearts broken, Tears fallen. Thousand promises turns blank. Cold and Alone, body shivers, End of the road, hope quivers. Razor by hand she foolishly think, “Should this be the end? Shall heaven be my guide? Leaving the plains of sorrow, once my body die?” With a pencil she writes, to her love ones goobye. Than… Continue reading No Turning Back – (poetic)
Kingdom of corpses, watch as I sport this, my new bliss, no such thing as a kiss, hiss, hiss, such treachory is my mistress, stress is the best, put them to the test, so mest up, cranked up, and beat up, you don’t step up, you step down, taking pleasure in fighting hells hounds, bad… Continue reading Kingdom Of Corpses
So full of Pain, the thoughts inside, It hurts so much, these tears I’ve cried. You make me feel like life’s worth living, My heart to you, I’m fully giving.
The pain I inflict upon myself gives me joy The blood that pours from my soul
Don’t like the way I feel, I can’t take it anymore, What is this shit I feel, what the fuck is all this for? Emotions all mixed up as I sit here and drain the cup, Just make it go away, as my heart starts to decay.
All right, guess you kind of know the procedure by now 🙂 I came up with these 3 lines recently and am just too fucking ass lazy to finish them :)…though somehow it seems more like my mind’to lazy – that is tired – as of all the stress and depression…well…
Pull me up. Get me back on the boat. I’m struggling to keep my head Above the water, And I don’t know how to swim.
I cant deal with life anymore it hurts to be hear. I have lost everything. so many people in my life has died or left me. I learned not to let anyone in I closed my heart off to everyone, friends, family, boyfriends. I feel out of place in school or life in general. I… Continue reading What Life Is This