There’s a little cavity in my heart. Everyday, it grows a little bigger, until every beat is like a blow to the chest that leaves me gasping in pain. I don’t know when it started.
Tag: struggle
struggle
His own blood clotted his vision, he knew the time was near, the revolver in his hand struggled for freedom from his grip as bullet after bullet exited from its mouth. They were all around him now but he would not let them take him. He had to find her, she was the key and… Continue reading struggle
Struggling
Everyday is a struggle. With family, friends, my cnscience, and just, my soul. I lay there in my bed thinking about the day I had just lived. I am just an amature, in a world full of fighting, love, hatred, all a bunch of dangerous lusts. I just go with this confusing thing called life,… Continue reading Struggling
Searching
(For the poetry section. Thanks! 🙂 Bouncing sound off buildings Heels tap the concrete with each step Moonlight glistening silver Shows twisty paths already taken Dark wisps of cloud struggle to dim bright stars And the goddess shines down, knowing A weary voyager roams the streets below With heavy pack and battered soles While murmurs… Continue reading Searching
A Fact of Life
The ritualistic pain of life is never avoided. Some struggle through life with hardship after hardship. Some encounter brief periods of misfortune that take them by surprise. The latter, in my opinion, are the unlucky ones. Those whose entire life is hardship learn to adapt. They struggle for every goal, and thus enjoy them more.… Continue reading A Fact of Life
Depression
Depression clings to all of our minds, feeding on our negative thoughts inside. Growing with every bad emotion in us, Learning all of our weaknesses. Slowly it consumes the mind, making us nothing but an emotional mess, Revealing to us the true world, and making us feel like something less. Depression eats away our happiness,… Continue reading Depression
The Real Me
A collaborative effort of MourningStar2002, mistress faruzah, Vixodus, iDraTherbEan+geL, & CryingRain1
Fighting to Lve and Fighting to Die
Theres a light inside which i shall never find a pain too deep for me to keep all to myself so please take your share
attempted
a month ago i attempted to kill my self i had gone into my room late at night every one was asleep i pulled the knife out of my bed i held it to my wrist i made a little gash on the corner of my hand but then i looked at my little brother… Continue reading attempted
it turns out school can be useful
when i had taken her from her warm bed in the rich suburbs, i expected a far harder time than i actually did. even though she was drugged, i was expecting a slight struggle. but not even one gasp of suprise.