I awoke. I did not even know, however, if I had slept. If I had ever slept… Sincerely, I did not care about this world any longer. I had started to isolate myself from it and had become a total hermit, a recluse. I even stopped to consider myself human. Why ? Because, to me,… Continue reading Shattered Feelings
Tag: suffering
Goodbye I love you
I must leave now. Theres no more point in my life, if there even was one. I know what you’re thinking, that I’m going to kill myself because I hate the world and everything around me. Well, that’s not true. I do love you, even if I never said it, but i always was thinking… Continue reading Goodbye I love you
Bitterness
I’m the peeling of a black rose under a colorless rainbow No feeling, no healing, just pain, suffering and chaos to blame All curled up in nothingness And trapped in my shadow of screams Asking questions like why have you forsaken me? NO HERO CAN SAVE ME !!! I am not human What i am… Continue reading Bitterness
to cut or not to cut
i’ve written here before, but haven’t been here in a long time. i used to cut and then stopped. i’ve cut once or twice in many a months time passing. all is well in my life and i have a love in my life that is stronger than i am. however, sometimes all is not… Continue reading to cut or not to cut
Disparity
A fog has rolled in, Covering life in a haze. Nothing can be seen, Nothing but the maze. All has become a blurr, Sur-realism takes hold. Reality has escaped, Death becomes bold. Silent despair grips the soul, Hopelessness abounds. All has become dark, Morbidity comes around. Is there anyone who understands? Is anyone out there… Continue reading Disparity
Fear
fear is as grey as a cold winter day, it makes you stop and think, it makes you analyze your every move, thought, emoution, and deed. every word sprung from your mouth is cautiously examined and reheared. Fear freezes your blood and seizes the air from your lungs. It’s icy grasp tingles and resonates within… Continue reading Fear
My Suicide Note
My suicide note, By Rage …. Hey , people..by the time you find this letter I should be dead or lost or in a coma. You see this is my last connection to the world and the people around it. Before I go any further I’d like to say hi mom and dad. I love… Continue reading My Suicide Note
Careful
The demons are crawling The demons are calling To you from the earth Begging ordering you to submit to their ways
time goes by
i feel like if every second im with you is shorter than it really is,its happiness no pain in it.This whole happiness you brought to my life its just astonishing.
death, is it what it seems?
Ha! Death does it not sound peaceful? Untouched, by the modern problems, Free of pain suffering and sorrow. Don’t you want to cut those ties? That holds you strong to the mortal realm,