Different Girl…

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A girl is stricken and destroyed. There is no sound of laughter or happiness here She has throwen in the towel today To her it is helpless, hopeless, and futile to hope,… Continue reading Different Girl…


I suppose this would belong under gothic but I’m not sure. My whole life I have been misunderstood by everyone, family, society, and pretty much anyone I have come in contact with. There are obviously a few exceptions, but for the most part I’ve always been rejected and taunted. Everyone around me comlpains about me… Continue reading Reality


Then on that day shall the darkness envelop us all We shall all be powerless to stop the onslaught Then shall fear, bitterness, anger, envy, terror, Lust, rage, jealousy, and hatred enter our bodies We shall all develop a sadistic nature, and all shall be exceeding pleased. Inflicting pain and suffering upon others shall be… Continue reading Darkness

She Said Nothing

She wanted to kill herself. She had, right now, wanted to kill herself more than she had wanted anything else in the world. She said nothing. Above her, the boy gyrated, blindly pumping himself into her, his ministrations so intense that she was almost breathless from the pain. He fucked her, indiscriminately, desperately, mumbling to… Continue reading She Said Nothing

“This Deep Feeling”

Shameless, nameless, tameless suicidal attempts by my force of torture abusive to myself and those around us digging in my mind thoughts of immortality you’re pushing me over the egde will it end tragically?hopefully, painful i cringe with anger and uncontrolling emotion this dream i will not survive, i will not come back alive killing… Continue reading “This Deep Feeling”