alone in my thoughts in darkness i hide in this chaos of life angel suicide surrounded by all but near not to one i can’t let them in i trust only none i drive myself dead just the voices an i im tired of life crimson’s a high the voices, they tell me everyone’s fake… Continue reading killing time
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She Was Gone
She chose to walk alone, though others wondered why. She always kept her eyes cast upward towards the sky. She tryed to ignore the ugly voices that went on inside her head, wishing that maybe someday she’d be dead. The kids would always stop and stare as she walked down the halls, wishing she was… Continue reading She Was Gone
i cant ignore
this submission belongs under peotic i hear my heart beating it spells out your name it also spells death, its all part of your game the game you’ve been playing i didnt know i was in how bout we play my game now. shall we begin? it all starts with anger,darkness and pain then you… Continue reading i cant ignore
erotica: Approaches [2]
You love the sea. You say you could spend days just sitting on the shore. You say the constant beat of the waves quenches thoughts, slakes desires. I don’t know, for me it’s just a pool of water.
words cut
words cut. how? how could something, words … how could it cut? how could it be made to make you bleed? how can something, only seen on “paper”, one heard in voice hurt? the paper could cut you, but that’d be the papers wound, the voice could break your hearing, but that too would only… Continue reading words cut
i have no title for this
my life was almost perfect, with martynas in my life, i loved him to death and he loved me back to death, this dickhed jaron ruined everything cuz he was jealous, he told him i cheated on martynas with him and even got friends to beleive him to tell martynas, he was so sad, no… Continue reading i have no title for this
Suicide Strategy
I sat alone inside my head, Up all night in my cold bed. Remember what my voices said, “You should be dead, you should be dead!” They pick at my sad, decaying brain, They make everyone think that I’m insane, All I want is to feel real pain, Now cutting myself is hard to refrain.… Continue reading Suicide Strategy
Living…This Misery…
The mystique of this world baffles me, My soul is living, but is as dead as can be. I feel entrapped, so alone & lonely, As I build my hopes on the afterlife only. I’ve smiled at aftermath of battles lost, Was oblivious to what they shattered or cost. Now my silence cries at the… Continue reading Living…This Misery…
Fading Memories…
(Topic:Vampires) He smiled,looking up at the vast noisy city.Adjusting his dark sunglasses he admired the view.the tall buildings and skyscrapers engulfing the busy city.Noises of people and engines roaring was heard everywhere.Voices of the community filling the streets and shops.Everything seemed to be alive.Technology had truely evolved hadn’t it?To automoblies,transportation called airplanes and trains.To the… Continue reading Fading Memories…
Inside
This endless darkness wasn’t always here It started just today I walk around blindly and try to find you But you always push me away Inside this darkness a white door opens Showing me the way I walk outside this dreaded place And I fall down in a daze A few months later I’m strong… Continue reading Inside