It’s hard to wake up in the morning Just to go to the place Where rumors grow fast Just to see you not with me
Tag: whole life
It ends…. Or DOES it?
I watch you all fly by. I never knew that this manner of life could be so….. So devastating! It doesnt end!
Dreamed this god up
It’s haunting me This fucking dream Nothing but scenes Of my last day I can not be like this
Senseless
I’m sitting here not knowing what to do. I feel lost, alone. I guess it’s just not meant to be. My whole life f*cked up like no tomorrow. I…..I dunno what to do. I feel the pain coming….though I never slit a single cut. I feel the rain coming…..though I never seen a single drop.
I am sorry
I lay here Unwashed Thinking Of all the sh!t that has passed through me
Rewind
You ever wish you could just have a little button where you could take things back? I mean of course you’ve felt like that at one time but I don’t mean the little things like dropping a vase or whatever. I mean the big things where you think your whole life would be different if… Continue reading Rewind
Never to be Found
A different tale to be told. One of sorrow and longing. Their bitter, angry screams rip through the placid night. Anger and hate has become the norm.
This is me
I’m not suicidal, in fact I’m very scared of dying, just because I’m afraid of punishment. I’m always afraid that at any moment I’m alone, God will send a lighting bolt down to kill me. And, I’m always waiting for it. I’m always tormented by the thought of dying, but as long as I have… Continue reading This is me
One Way
Brenton walked home from school alone, as he always did. People never walked with him; in fact, people went a block out of the way to avoid him. He didn’t know why this was, he never understood it. People had done it to him his whole life. But it didn’t bother him.
Rewind
You ever wish you could just have a little button where you could take things back?