Last night I cried like a lost child,
Because your not here.
I’m living in a state of confusion
In view of the fact that your all I have and ever will.
Can I ask a question?
What’s wrong with wanting to be with you?
I know I’m bad with expressing my feelings towards you,
I’m sorry.
Last night I saw you in my dreams,
I cried out “Take me with you!”
But you walked away.
I felt you in my heart,
But most of all…
Felt the pain of your brief existence.
Can I ask another question?
Why can’t you be here?!
Can you help me…?
I’m confound,
I know we have our up’s and down’s
I’m so easily terrorized.
Your reassuring words do help,
Only to a certain extent.
I’m getting scared more frequently now’ a days,
Not knowing if what I’m doing is good enough.
I’m not happy with my presence anymore,
I’m not happy with me, and
I’m… scared
What if something happens and I can’t tell you how much I’m sorry for the things I’ve done wrong?
Can I also say this…?
I love you very much.
I don’t think I’ll ever be happy without you,
Just… next time…
Take me with you.