-*Tears*-

*side note: this poem is for my one and only love…Dillon…I love you always and forever, even though you are not mine……*

Tears of happines?
Tears of Love?
Tears of Sadness?
Sent from above?

No, I do not cry of happines
Fore happiness no longer fills my soul
But just another emotion
I shall never feel
My only happiness
Is my Pain

Yes, these are tears of love
I am crying fore I no longer have, or feel it
I gave you my heart to keep forever
You gave it back to me…..broken in two
Why?
Because I no longer have you

Yes, these are tears of sadness
“Why do you cry?” you ask me
I reply :
“Because he was the only boy I loved
from the moment i met him
until the day i die
When i have him for good
Then i will not cry”

“I will always love you” so he pleaded
My responce : “I will love you forever”
Indeed i still love him…
Does he still love me?
That is another life mystery

I will shed my tears
Each one with its own passion and reason for falling
I pray until the day
You are mine

My Tears are for you
And for you only
Because you were my friend
Then my lover
And now nothing more
I love you….
I miss you….
Yet at times
I HATE YOU!

You made me cry
You made me cut
You made me bleed

Yet, i am still willing to go through it all
All over again
For the rest of my life if i have to….
All to have you

To share memories with you would make me so happy
I am only happy when i am with you
But now I’m not
Depressed, I am so much
I long fore your gentle touch
Take me back
Be with me
Hold me forever
Love me for centuries

By child of sadness

i love to write, there is nothing more satisfying then writing about your thoughts and feelings.....