Temporary Blindness

I cry and yet you can’t hear me, I bleed and yet you can’t see,
I shudder in my tears at night, with all that’s left inside of me,
I can’t tell the difference from the faint appearance of real life, or what they call reality.
My reality is far more different of those who abide by calling themselves humans.
I’m dying inside yet you don’t know, My heart has been ripped to shreds.
I’m frozen in my own time zone, my own world, and no one’s come to my rescue
Can you not see me, feel me, You don’t even understand me,
Don’t pretend you do to please me,
I am my own person, underneath this tragic appearance is someone who has a heart
Far more better than those of any other being.
I am who I am, Even if your too blind at the moment to notice the real me,
If you feel it isn’t worth it, than why is it so worth it for you to think of me, criticize me, and think of all the things I’ve had to say,
You Can’t see the world from my point of view,
So don’t act as if you know whats happened to me,
Where I’m coming from is in the darkened resort of deep desperation
To get the demented attention that my soul has yearned for,
Don’t contradict me ,
Your too confused to realize your temporary blindness.
I’ve been shut up so many times,
I can’t handle being alone, I can’t handle having the feeling of not being wanted
You claim I’m loved and yet you’re the one to hurt me.
You claim you know me more than anyone else, and yet you say you don’t understand me.
I may be morbid strange, or whatever else it may be, I can be hurt just as easily
I love who I am, I love how I act,
I love The way god made me,
And if you think you can cut me down for who I am, Than You’re the one not worth it.