On a cold night staring at the sky
Looking at the stars while my thoughts fly by
Watch as a bright star stares back at me
Its background is space’s black infinity
Looking at the sky and I feel worthless
Staring at the star and I wonder, why must it all be so pointless?
Time just keeps running away
I keep hoping I’ll catch up to it someday
And I just want to live in memories
And I just want to feel at peace
But any peace is just in memories
The present feels dead and dreary
I fear the coldest days are yet to come
I fear the day is nearing that I will succumb
And even though sometimes now I just feel numb
I fear the coldest days are yet to come
Time just keeps dieing away
I keep hoping I’ll live again someday
But I just want to live in memories
And I would like to feel at peace
But any peace is just in memories
The present feels dead and dreary
It always feels like Im staring into the night sky
Alone, with my saddened thoughts flying by
It always feels like Im crying to the night sky
Alone, everyone’s gone, and no one said goodbye
And it feels like the coldest days are yet to come
And it feels like the day is coming that I will succumb
No more staring sadly at the night sky
I cannot handle much more, I would rather die
No more staring sadly at the night sky
I cannot handle much more, I would rather die
All I can feel is alone
All I can feel is very alone
All I can feel is alone
All I can feel is very alone
And its wearing on me
And its tearing at me
And its spitting on me
And its coming for me
All I can ever feel is alone
All I ever feel is very alone
All I can ever feel is alone
All I can ever feel is very alone
I am a doomed man
I feel I’ve done all I can
But still I am a doomed man
If only you were here holding my hand
If only you were near to give me strength for a last stand
If only you were here to hold my hand
I feel I have done all I can
I feel like a doomed man
Forget the material objects
Forget the money
Forget the jobs
Forget the wars
Forget the anger
Forget the news
Forget the school
Forget the sex
Forget the drugs
Forget the alcohol
Remember the struggle
Remember the self hate
Remember the truth of things
Remember mortality
Remember the times that really meant something
Remember that now nothing really means anything
I just want to live in memories
I just want to feel at peace
But any peace is just in memories
The present feels dead and dreary
I stare at the quiet night sky
I feel a tear drip down my face and I begin to cry
There is no place left for me
There is no reason left for me to be living
Fate calls for me, its coming for me
There is no hope for me
There is no place left for me
It calls for me, fates coming for me
Everything is pointing towards this
The coldest days are yet to come
The time is coming when I will succumb
No more sadly staring at the night sky
I can’t handle it anymore, I would rather die
Alone, everyone’s gone, and no one says goodbye
Im always staring sadly, into the lonely night sky
I cannot handle much more, I would rather die
I fear the day is nearing
All I can ever feel is alone
I fear the day is near
Adam Keith