that was me-2

there is this strange thing about revenge,one can always associate destruction to it. however the reverse did not seem likely to Him. destructiveness unlike revenge did not need to have a motive or even look for one;it just acquired one. destructiveness,working on same levels as creativeness,seemingly highly motivated with no back lash,seemed non-desirous for a reason.

just the way creativity does not need a reason to be itself,why would destructiveness be any different?? after all they seem to be coming from the parent,running on the same fuel of inspiration,desperately seeking out for uniqueness in their own existence. but who was this parent??whose child was it?;rather whose mistake was it anyway as it was left to rot by itself.thats it! with these vehement feelings he lifted the gun and put it to his temple,smiled to himself,as if he were mocking at me, pulled the trigger. a loud retort confirmed my doubts and resolved all issues. i could not do a thing about it,rather he did not leave a thing to be done…i should have been more than frustated but i was stultified,still remembering his smile,mock i would say…laughing at me,…laughing in the face of death….joking at me,cos any joke without a figure of speech is the death of me…i simply lifted his restless corpse this time and left the place quietly. i hcould hear some giggles in the background but i could not make out what they meant or where they came from…silence falls…

By Xeon

i am a little off track,dont even try messin w/ me!If u kno me then u better pray tht u get rid of me soon.cross my ways or end in sum kinda terms w/ me,then u r soooooo s..crewed buddy! i have a mental debate w/ my life n i am not in good terms with my body too.i am self destructive n can induce pain in others.i can not feel it cuz i go numb n i then i force myself to feel it!dont even think abt tryin to make me feel pain cuz u will regret it n not for once will i shy away from making u go thru it again n again n again..until u urself decide to take quietus. i was into psychotropic drugs n even the nearest dearest do not kno abt it! but i quit it-boredom,...i wud always end up sleepin!yup i hate parties n live a life of semi seclusion.n currently i am free,so try n hit on me!wait till u see me,wait till u live to see me that is!watch out i am 'an omen breeding in disguise......' fav buk-zen n the art of moto maintenence,fav artist is definitely ME!fav place-with u,i think asylum wud be kewl enuff!or maybe u n V can burn in my personal holloway.fav carlamborghini diablo!try n gift me,it'll cost u ur life! only 600,000us$! fav drink -my venomed b..l..o..o..d!wanna have it? i love to play with people's feelings n aspirations.i like people n shoo them away!! sumtimes cuz i mite hurt them.i also play the guitar,dont get high hopes i wudnt be there to play ur requiem.i also sketch 3d blasphemies in real life n 2d on t-shirts,.........my mom thinks tht i am a little ,....u kno wht i mean rite! i like hangin out with nobody! n love listenin to music in the dark with lites off n my music taste is very much like urs! death n black metal, grunge n punk rock,.alternative wud also do the trick,......but when the times i am not feelin well i also listen to pop, soft stuff.....like linkin park,,disturbed,pantera n megadeth cuz i wanna sleep @ tht point of time! n mind it DOORS RULZ!n NIRVANA HAUNTS! get it! i also like makin n meetin new people,.cus i always like startin fresh! "If u love sth. then let it go,...if it is true it'll come back,.....n if it didnt ,it Never was......." "The horror no less than the charm of real life consists in the recurrent actualisation of the inconceivable" If the doors of perception were cleansed,everything would appear to man as it is,Infinte..." "Death,Pain & Love are nothon but a figment of our own imagination......what is death but a vision of our own mortality...what is pain but a vision of own weakness...what is love but a blurred perspective to our own insecurity..." "V all want V are strong,...the more U hold Us down ...the more V press on..."