The Beginning of the End

My hand starts to tremble

I start to feel weak

Tears fall from my face like lil rain drops.

I fall to the ground

A pill bottle rolls away from my hand

Memories of my once happy life flash by me

My holding me, gram rocking me to sleep, daddy…I draw a blank there

Then I think of the reason for my death

Being slammed into walls, kicked down the steps, punched around.

I start to cry once again this time more violently.

I pray that god will take me now.

I am ready

My eyes close, I can tell that they are closing for the last time.

I smile as i hear my heart beat slow down

My thoughts subside

“Im going to die”

Glee is the feeling that over comes me

No more dealing with this world

No more putting up with him.

I am free

I feel my soul drift away

It gets cold

Suddenly I hear my mom

I think “Mom dont cry, I”ll be ok. I’ll go up to heaven and watch you momma. Please dont cry!. Dontt you worry . I love you”

I let go at that moment.

By DarkEssence

Karah live in florida...not the brightest...hyperavctive....lost inside myself...n thoughts often deadli....Seriously