i stand looking at my reflection.
i can see the crimson rivers flowing from my arms.
the memories help to aggravate my dark infection.
the memories of your love and how it was so warm.
i gave you my heart and soul.
you accpeted and in return gave me the same,
but i ruined it all and slipped into this hole
and now my life is so full of pain.
when you left you took my soul and emotions
leaving behind a scar deeper then any i could inflict on myself.
my heart now a blood clot with deadly convulsions.
like a toy you put me back on the shelf.
theres nothing left for me here.
i couldnt be what you wanted of me.
now my end seems oh so near
as my body and soul begin their atrophy.
i will always carry you with me.
as my skin begins to peel.
i will never forget you love torn from me.
the cut that never heals.