The Edge

The Edge

in a lifetime of pain and sorrow
i’ve learned we must go on with tomarrow
day by day children luagh and play
oblivious to all thats going on

walking through the streets
that the slum lords rule
churchbells ringing
while violence goes on

starving people around the world
hungry for food or love and care
some just for something to hold onto
something to remind them that they are still there.

To Live is to Die

my time is my own
not yours to decide
you can go and live life
but to live is to die

hunger for love
i hunger for hate
im dead to all feelings
will i go to which gate

heaven refuses
lucifer luaghs
purgatory rejects
so im stuck with this

i have all the time
all i want is to die
ill never belong
so i have to stay strong

i hunger for love
i hunger for hate
im dead to all feelings
will i go to which gate

heaven refuses
lucifer laughs
purgatory rejects
so im stuck with this

i dont know what im doing
ill learn as i go
how to isolate myself
from the pain and sorrow

i hunger for love
i hunger for hate
im dead to all feelings
will i go to which gate

heaven refuses
lucifer laughs
purgatory rejects
so im stuck with this

everything mocks me
laughs in my face
im only a reject
amongst death and hate

help me please
let me rest
ill do anything
just give me death

The Field of the Dead

a feild of flowers
now dry and dead
turned into dust by time

they once were pretty
now dry and shriveled
over this feild we fled

we fled from our troubles
we fled from our dreams
looking for greener grass

with a happy smile
and empty eyes
the living flee as we pass

they hold their young close
and close their eyes
ignoring our broken shells

we have an impossible mission
to find the light
that is forever beyond our reach

By Draven_Morel

ive been through sum rough shit but not as bad as a lot of ppl. i tried suicide wen i was 8 or 9. i ended up bein restrained wit ductape by my abusive "father" he was a control freak. my mom was always cryin cuz of him. i was literally insane wen i was litle. i was violent and attaked my parents and lil sis cuz i wanted sum1 to understand the chaos and darkness in my mind. all i got was a shitload of shrinks, diagnoseses, medicine, mental hospitals. i don have any close friends cuz ppl think im insane enough witout tellin them bout my darker side. my mom hates me and only likes the fake mask i sumtimes wear for her. she hates the only thins i like bout myself and calls me an embarresment. my lil sis does the same. i cut myself and hace a shitload of scars. i hate the sun. im really sensative and my doc said i shuld wear sunglasses wen i go outside so i don go outside plus my skin burns in 20 mins. im insanely pale. i guess thats all you need to know bout me.