a tear drops
flows and crashes
falls onto her arm
clear full of gashes
flows with the blood
and creates a blur
she stays hidden
from the world around her
keeps her feelings within
as they tend to drown her
this is the time
she feels it for herself
shell take her own life
as her love begins to melt
she can feel her heatbeat now
so low and soft in her head
shes getting dizzy softly now
as she falls back on her bed
the blood has spilled and ran its course
as the pain has all before
shes feels life cant get any worse
all she wanted was a bit more
she never felt the true feelings
of a love thats returned back
no ones ever been truely willing
to comfort her
instead they all attack
shes chosen this time as now
to leave them all behind
and as she falls into that sleep
her life slowly rewinds
memories of people long lost
and loves far forgotten
she remembers this person, this cost
the one shes never gotten
her life has come down to this
a desperate cry for help
she trys to bring herself back up
shes left relying on herself
she lets herself die
as she witnesses it from afar
for she had died long ago
and lived where her feelings are