the morning after

got up today with no feeling
the night before has left me reeling
i have no reliseation of my sense’s
my body feels like ive been rapped in barbed wire fenceing

getting out of bed seems wired
no feeling in my feet only in my head
as i get up i feel my knees crack
just as i feel a sharp pain in my back

as i start to walk i get a feeling im not alone
turning my head i see some shards of bone
what happened i cant seem to remember
trying to think back i feel my mind kick
my head starts to spin and leaves me as scared as shit

for on my bed i see dryed blood
and a weapon coverd with a leather glove
then as i start to freak out
my mind leaves me with an impression of doubt

why is this here how did it happen
the walls get closer and i start to think
one vodka too many and lots of blurred vision
why did i have another drink

looking down i see my hand
im missing two fingers and my lucky ring
the realiseation spins me round
why are they missing and why am i not bleeding

as i start to think
i slip into a deep uncontrolled sleep
no need for me to worry
or start to count sheep

as the thought goes round my head
did i sleep in the right bed
the thought feels me with dread
could have i been staring at death

By peoples

five foot four of unrepented hatred i hate self indulgence and middle class england