My heart is racing, I cant stop shaking…my soul is shattered and my mind is in so many different places! The blood that is inside me boils red hot, all my nerves are shot, and all I remember is the pain you caused.
The torment of suffering that is inside of me is trembling and I just cannot seem to speak. The words that I mutter out of my mouth, are those of hatred and shame and with no doubt I can feel the hair on my arms begin to quiver as tears of fear stream down my face, my pride is bruised and forever I shall proclaim that it is you the one who brought to me all this pain!
That one night we were together was something I wish I would not remember. What happened between us was all a big mistake, you were baked and I was half-awake. I told you NO more than once and still you begged and pleaded for me to let you get some. What you soon had in store for me I could not see and before I realized it, it was too late the pressure of your body weight made my breathing almost come to a stop. I closed my eyes in shock and searched my mind for words to say. And, out of no where I saw a glare in your eyes as if to say it would be all right. After all was said and done I swollowed hard and tried to forget the memories of the situation that had just taken place!