The past is, Indistruactable,
The future is, unreliable,
The present is, consequensel,
The past,
Haunting me,
Killing me,
Reminding me,
Of past deeds done,
I’d like to stab myself,
50 times,
for every person ive hurt,
for ever soul ive crushed,
for every heart ive broken,
But i can even count that high,
im hurting inside,
my mind crushing,
every hope i have of letting go of my past,
im afraid of my past.
The past is, Indistruactable,
The future is, unreliable,
The present is, consequensel,
My Future,
is undeturmend,
the path i walk on,
is now i piller,
surrounded by emptyness,
i want to know my path,
be able to lay it out in front of me.
But i cant,
The piller has but one road,
in the wrong direction,
i want to take a step forward,
but afraid to take the leap,
into the darkness below,
but its just as dark up here,
I’m scared of my future.
The past is, Indistruactable,
The future is, unreliable,
The present is, consequensel,
The present,
is reminding me of my past,
showing what pitiful future i may have,
my so called friends,
think they know me,
can lable me,
can tell me what i am,
when they dont even know me,
and besides how can u lable a guy,
who doesnt even know himself,
who doesnt lies to himself,
who hurts himself,
who cant stand up to his past and rid of it,
who cant be brave and face the future,
whos life changes every second,
minute,
hour,
day,
month,
year,
in the direction hed rather die than go.
How can they know me,
when i dont even know myself,
The past is, Indistruactable,
The future is, unreliable,
The present is, consequensel,
im afraid of my past,
im scared of my future,
i dont know who i am.
I Dont Know Who I Am.