The silent tears

Let me bleed, delighltly come and save me
before i drown completely in my tears.
Thank for everything you haven’t done.
How can i tell you how i feel
if i don’t even know myself?
Even though you can only see
this big smile and this laughs,
you can’t see the part that minds
those bitter tears behind it.
But if you listen hard enough
you can hear my silent tears.
These types of tears are the kind
that won’t let me escape.
I’ve realized that I’m just
a complicated sin.
I don’t know how I’ve became a part of it,
or how to live this means.
So i need more.
Just give in to me.
Let me bleed.
And let me go.
I’m down to my last breath.
And shortly you will regret
And feel blameworthy,
But it will just be too late.
So go away and let me fade
into my silent tears… my silent tears.