these days

it’s the 1st time i’ve i’ve felt this way
i’m lost and so alone these horrid days
you never seem to care anymore
no matter what i seem to say

you always look the other way
when i shout out or call your name
like i’m invisible
you dont’ notice me at all

everytime i try to get your attention
it’s like i’m something in your past
that you just don’t want to mention
was i that bad of a girlfriend?
am i not at the end
is there still more to come
more ignorance until i’m gone

so i’ll stand back and get away
it’s not like i can’t accept that day
but it’s like you never even cared
that you broke my heart
on homecomming day
i feel used
and you keep on confusing
tormenting my heart
with lies, tearing it apart

you told me these people lie
but your truths are no better
hurting me so much
and i, you’ll never touch
since i’m nothing anymore
but a part of your past
a part that you wish to forget
i don’t want to be forgot
become invisible-nothing at all
but is that to much that i’m asking for?

By unforgiving lover

i don't like ppl and i don't like being here i'm 5'7'' short spiky hair, brown eyes, and that's all u need to know oh and i'm a major smart ass and i hate you and everyone else dont' talk to me cuz i'll try to kill you