Thoughts of suicide run through my head and i dont know why
i have my love from some one that i finally hear
but it is not enough to save me from this hole in hell
so i sit and cry for i cant bear it alone but no one will help me
Thoughts of suicide run through my head and i dont know why
i have my love from some one that i finally hear
but it is not enough to save me from this hole in hell
so i sit and cry for i cant bear it alone but no one will help me
my shoulders hurt as i try but collapse every time that a new pressure is put on to me
so when it gets rough i sit and cry wanting to take the easy way out instead of putting up a fight
well i am tired of that bull%@#$ and tried of the lies
that i wear as a make up to cover up this lost faith and pain that is not forgotten
no one knows who i am no one even cares or gives a !@#$
so y not plunge my self on this knife or slit my wrist from left to right
watch the blood fall to the ground once a gain
cause i hold the life of my two best friends in the palm of my hand
even when my life dwells on this string
but it does not stop me and it never will
so once again locked in side my mind with no where to run no where to go
no love to receive and no pain no more