Thoughts of suicide

Tired of this mindless games…
answers seems to dissapear.
I’ve fallen down again,
and I’m drowning in my tears.

And to see your eyes…
so close, so clear.
I can’t surrender to this feeling
But I hide behind my fears.

So I’m choking on your words,
they seem to be buried within me.
And I can’t understand at all,
why my wrists are bleeding…