My body shivering and twitching in fear
My mind laughing insanely at me
All foreshadow the death that is to come to me
Knife in hand, ready to end this
Clock ticking loudly, louder every second
Drops of sweat roll down my face
Arms and hands already full of scars
Scars that have been hidden for much too long
Today everything I lived for turned to ashes
An tonight as I take my last breathe
I write this poem
To anyone who has ever cared for me
I’m sorry