Alway’s alone, feeling more empty everyday.
Slowly watching my life drify away.
Pain growing thicker, stronger with ever passing moment.
Looking upon the world with dead eye’s,
Seeing only what has or will be destroyed.
I take another hit off the decaying cigarette,
Feeling like I am the ashes falling prey to the fire.
The pain continue’s to grow.
The only thing keeping my sanity,
are the hopeless dreams of happiness.
Fond memories of happy times that have passed.
Each day growing longer and colder,
with loneliness so thick, it could fill a resivior.
Soul dying so quickly, I can feel it slipping through my fingers.
Love is lost, there is no chance for a resurection.
Blindly stumbling through life,
Smoke of lies and deception so thick,
I can swallow it by the cup full.
Constantly wondering where I fucked up.
When did I go wrong??
I try to lose the Demon’s flying through my head.
But they multiply by three with each effort
Finding the only hope I have left,
is the hope that all of this will end soon.
Waiting for the moment when I no longer have to think.
Waiting to lay in the big pine box,
hopeing to fall six feet below ground.
The only comfort I have,
is that I don’t care what happens to me,
Today or Tomorrow.