I feel as if I’m not wanted,
As if I have no place here.
I feel as if no one cares how I feel,
that I’m just a pawn used for pain.
I feel as if I don’t belong,
I need to find my place.
I feel unloved,
unwanted.
I am loved,
I know that.
So why is it that it doesn’t feel like it.
If I’m truly loved,
why is it that I’m still in pain?
Why is it that I’m still sad?
Why is it that I still feel abandoned?
Why can’t I just be happy?
I just want someone to understand how I feel.
I just want someone to actually care,
instead of just pretending that they care about how I feel.
I just want someone to see me for who I am,
to love me for who I am,
Is it so much to ask?
Is it?
Is it really too much to ask for being understood?
Can anyone even hear me?
I just want someone to show me,
that they really care.